Friday, November 20, 2009

Paint it, BLACK

So as many of you (once I have any readers) know, my Halmoni past this passed Tuesday. She was the best, and you all have done your best to be good to me.

Thank you.

and that's all I'm going to say about that. I'll post a poem that my cousin K suggested:

stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,

prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,

silence the pianos and with muffled drum

bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.


let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead

scribbling on the sky the message She is Dead.

put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,

let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.


She was my North, my South, my East and West,

my working week and my Sunday rest,

my noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;

i thought that love would last forever: i was wrong.


the stars are not wanted now; put out every one,

pack up the moon and dismantle the sun,

pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods;

for nothing now can ever come to any good.


-W. H. Auden


(slight modification)

5 comments:

  1. I know that woman had a good long run, but I am sorry to hear of her passing--I know how important she was to you guys. (Oh, and now you have a reader)

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  2. I could've put money on you being my first.

    reader, that is.

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  3. James,

    I'm so sorry to hear about this. I know she was a big part of your life, and her presence will undoubtedly be missed. Her influence enriched your life in innumerable ways, and will continue to have an impact on the person you are. I hope you are always able to recognize and cherish that impact.

    -Ryan

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  4. Sorry to hear that James. :( I know how you feel right now. My grandmother has been in the hospital twice in the past two weeks. She said the other night that she felt as if she was on her, "last breath". I think she is holding out for my sister's wedding next year.

    Hope everything is ok!

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